OMG!

i was just reading an old post on here and i realized i have had a "vision" lately!
i was sitting on the couch last night with michael and our newborn was laying between us! a newborn boy wrapped in a blankie!

my passion...

i have had this feeling lately of a fire trying to be lit...
like, i am meant to DO something big or BE something bigger than i am but i just don't know what it is.
i am hard on myself because i have pursued so many things, because i truly LOVE them but so far none of them are THE thing i should be doing. i don't want to keep pursuing insignificant things!
i feel it!
i FEEL, writing a book, designing and creating clothes, opening a raw restaurant.....mayne i am meant to be the RAW martha stewart! =-)

nothin new...

well, nothing significant has happened lately.
i HAVE felt like i am being watched! it is creeping me out!
like, i do not feel safe in my house and as i walk from my car to the front door i feel like there are eyes on my back!
this is an unusual feeling for me!