so, 2 weeks ago i started a no gluten diet, and added no alcohol, no sugar, and now no carbs. my goal is to free my energies so i can read and absorb my intuition speaking and others as well.
all of my life i have found ways to numb out because 1. i carried physical pain and couldn't deal and 2. i didn't know how to navigate all of the "psychic" input i received.
the no gluten thing has freed me up tremendously! it immediately releived MOST of the pain i have had all of my life.
this book i am reading has given me the insight and courage to face the rest.
it was so clear to me, it spoke to me and put into words what i have been sensing for awhile now.
i want to continue honing my skills.
i went to a drum circle a couple weeks back and in entered a man that immediately captured my attention. his energy was so intense. i watched him through out the night and saw him watching me. he was so intense that i was intimidated!
I WAS INTIMIDATED!!! i don't get intimidated. we met after and i had to step back because the connection was so intense. i had to struggle to find my voice and say..."hi i am danielle!"
i thought of him EVERYDAY for 2 weeks. his presence was SOOOO intense. i even told michael and a few of my friends about him.
i decided to look for him on FB, and there he was. i sent him a message and became his friend.
i just HAD to tell him that his energy captivated me and turns out he felt the same.
he said that when we met he KNEW we would meet again!
we chatted a few times and i realized that i didn't see HIM at the gathering. i saw his spirit and i saw a POWERFUL, stronger than human presence, a kind, open, watching soul who seemed to float.
in chatting with him i found out that he has a "guardian" named ralphel who is of the Shaolin people. (they are strong and walk on water)
his energy is still with me and has brought me many insights.
i am on this journey of realizing that i have a physical body that i MUST repect but i also have a spiritual body. i am intune to BOTH finally and am fine tuning having them exist in harmony. but i have realized that i am here to kindly guide people in directions they need to go but may not know it. i struggle with interpreting my spirit into human words. but i keep working on it because i feel i know things that others need to know. i can sense what is going on with people and need to use my gift to point them in the direction they need to be made aware of.
i also realize that although i know michael is very intuitive, he is not in touch with his spirit side. he keeps me grounded and i found him because he is my balance in this human form and i am supposed to have a baby boy with him.
these are just things i know!
